What do I do? Would you give up everything and everyone in your life just to make a little (or actually a lot) more money? My current career path seems to have hit a brick wall here in Florida and the sunny west coast just might be calling this girl. I don’t know anyone in San Fran. And then I’d have to convince my gentleman friend to uproot his life as well. because I can’t live without him. I won’t. He’s the one I’ve been waiting for. No. Really. He is. And you know what’s really weird? I have a journal entry from the day we started this craziness. I wrote it as I was walking out the door on my way out that evening. I’m still not sure why. And later that night he was the one who came knocking. 376 days ago. Nothing in my life is the same as it was 377 days ago. He changed everything. And now I’m faced with an unbelievable opportunity to change my life even more. What to do? What to do? What to do? I love it here soooo much. My “job” has always been just a means to an end and not really much of a “career”. My life outside of work is much more important to me. But right now, since the divorce, money’s been really fucking tight. Like credit-card-debt-has-been-creeping-back-up-again tight. Wouldn’t it be great to almost triple my salary?! And live in one of the most amazing cities? And work with really great people? Why is this hard? On paper it’s a no brainer. But my heart and my head rarely agree on anything.